So today I seem to have alot on my mind. I am just stressed out to the moon and back. I am so scared about not being able to provide for my baby financially. I just have no idea how I am going to do it. I am living in my parents house, I am uanable to work. I have no money and I have so much left to buy. I have not even bought one bottle. I have no idea how I am going to buy diapers, be able to take care of him, and get on my feet. I am thankful that my parents are letting me live here. I Am thankful that I have a roof over my head, and food to eat. I am just scared about what my future holds as far as finances go. Like I said before I am thinking about going to school but I just have no idea how I am going to go to school, support myself, and support a child. I am recieveing wic at the moment. So that helps.
I am also worried about my SO as of next weekend he is not going to have a roof over his head. And he does not have the mean of getting a place to live. It worries me greatly. I love him so much and want nothing more than for us to have our own place and be able to handle the responsibilities of life. If I could work it would help us greatly, but I cannot untill after I have the baby. All I can is pray, I know that God will work things out. He always does. I need to remember that instead of focusing on the worries so much.
I feel helpless and that there is nothing I can do at the current moment to help our situation.
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