I feel so blah today. not emotionally, just appearance wise. It is gorgeous outside and I want nothing more than to be able to take a shower, slip on a pair of shorts, and a cute tank top. But I cannot! I cannot fit into anything clothes wise, my arms are huge and flubbery. I want to be able to go lay in the tanning bed and I can't! I feel like I look utterly disgusting. I need an eyebrow wax, I am starting to look like chewbacca!