26 weeks today

I cannot believe that I am already 26 weeks far along. I have only 14 weeks (98 days ) left untill my due date. I Am not obsessed with how much time I have left, I just see my tickers on a normal basis...lol. I feel like I am not prepared at all. But I guess that is how all mothers feel before their baby is born. I am also assuming that is what baby showers are for!

I am still looking for a name. So far I like dylan. But I have a long list. I need to go just spend some time at a book store or online and write down everything I like! Then choose from the list. Picking a name for someone is a HUGE decision, I mean it is something that is going to stick with them for the rest of their lives. I want to make sure that I pick something that is manly & unique but, not too odd!

I have also spent alot of today looking into online colleges. I have looked at a couple different programs. I looked at wedding planning, and medical transcriptionist. I have also looked into KSU and their nursing program. I know that I want to go to school agian. I am just not sure if I want it to be The rn program at KSU or if it would be easier to go thru an online program. with the online program I would get done faster. But I wonder if the pay as an RN would be worth the 4 years. Which I am sure that it will be. I guess the question is more of am I going to be able, and willing to stick to it for 4 years. The time is going to pass anyways. SO I can either do it without working twords a degree or not. I have also wanted to go into the medical field. I guess it is somehting that is inside of me. But on the other hand I am also a very creative person and might need somehting that will give me a little more option artistically. And not so much routine. I love routine but loath it at the same time. That is why I think that being a wedding planner would be a cool job. Either way, what ever I decide to do I need to do something. Because I sure as crap cannot support a family by serving tables. well I mean I could, but that IS not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have expensive taste and I want to be able to have what I desire, plus give my child the life that he deserves.

The weather is absolutely gorgeous today, and I love it. I wish like hell that I could go to the park and run. But I Am not able to do that. AT least whe then pool opens I will be able to float around in there!